Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Hello little bean...

Our ultrasound today showed a tiny little miracle, measuring spot on for 7 weeks. With a perfect little heartbeat.
Knowing we had two embryo's transferred, and having had twins before, it was a bit weird seeing just the one. But it feels exactly right. It feels perfect! Welcome, little bean. Welcome home!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009


After 5 days, the spotting stopped. Just like that. No blood yesterday, not even a little bit. I am carefully starting to breathe again.

I feel like a little kid now, nervously counting down the nights until her birthday. Looking forward to it, but also a little scared of what that day might bring.

8 more nights until the first ultrasound. 8 more nights until we "meet" our new baby for the first time. Or our new babieS. Or nothing at all...

*** update: Shit. It's back... ***